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steelvelvet) wrote2014-08-10 09:11 pm
steelvelvet) wrote2014-08-10 09:11 pm
August 2nd, 632 AR
[Filter: Vince]
So, are you excited for my party? I have to call it a party because that's all part of the charade, you see. We may all know that it's not actually a party and I'm mostly being dangled out as bait to try and catch a killer before a killer catches me, but the fact that it is a party is such an important part of the ruse! Can't let that face drop.
... I wish I were excited for it.
You know it would -- well, I bet you know already. You get it. You're worse off than me. It's -- it's how it can't be... you can't turn it off. You can't stop worrying, you can't -- I can't have a party, you know? I can't go, oh, well, just one night I'll do something else and this will still be here tomorrow because every single second of every day is one more moment they're closer to putting a knife in me and...
You can't shut it off. I can barely sleep, I look like hell, all the time! I can't believe Elden still wants to sleep with me. I can't believe you still want to sleep with me. Have you seen the bags under my eyes? -- I can't believe that the only way I can get a moment's rest is by being with two different men at once, because I know that they're safe and I can...
Geez.
This wasn't the tone I was going for.
Happy Birthday to me!
Please tell me you're going to shave, at leave. Mydra wants us to dance. I think she fancies you pretending to be some suitor for me. Excuse us being together so much. You need a haircut.
So, are you excited for my party? I have to call it a party because that's all part of the charade, you see. We may all know that it's not actually a party and I'm mostly being dangled out as bait to try and catch a killer before a killer catches me, but the fact that it is a party is such an important part of the ruse! Can't let that face drop.
... I wish I were excited for it.
You know it would -- well, I bet you know already. You get it. You're worse off than me. It's -- it's how it can't be... you can't turn it off. You can't stop worrying, you can't -- I can't have a party, you know? I can't go, oh, well, just one night I'll do something else and this will still be here tomorrow because every single second of every day is one more moment they're closer to putting a knife in me and...
You can't shut it off. I can barely sleep, I look like hell, all the time! I can't believe Elden still wants to sleep with me. I can't believe you still want to sleep with me. Have you seen the bags under my eyes? -- I can't believe that the only way I can get a moment's rest is by being with two different men at once, because I know that they're safe and I can...
Geez.
This wasn't the tone I was going for.
Happy Birthday to me!
Please tell me you're going to shave, at leave. Mydra wants us to dance. I think she fancies you pretending to be some suitor for me. Excuse us being together so much. You need a haircut.