steelvelvet | (no subject)

Nadya didn't come in today. I guess I have to find a new maid.

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After what happened yesterday...

I really liked her. I swear, she made it so easy to shut it all out. And all along, she was playing me, playing all of us. I wonder how much she knew. I wonder if she ever felt tempted to just jab the stem of a comb right into my throat and leave me bleeding.

I feel --

I feel like an idiot.

We have to find her. We have that address -- the shopkeeper. Maybe she actually lives there? Maybe we can track her down.

I feel like an idiot and I hate feeling like a fucking idiot, I

We got that last night. Her not showing up? That's as good as a concession, isn't it. We got them really, really good.

What's next, Mydra? Give me orders. Give me something to do. People could have been hurt last night, and we're actually getting somewhere, here.